Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Going out of Business.....

Hey everyone,

I have been following a blogger that has been following me: @Aly and Bella. And they have said that they are going to stop posting for good if they continue to have zero comments, pageviews, etc. I feel really bad because I have been around for less time, but I have had more comments and pageviews and stuff than them. They have always faithfully posted comments on my blog and everything. So please help to keep our fashion experts, @Aly and Bella, alive.

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Doctor Inspiration

Thursday, June 14, 2012

The Point of View of a 13/14-Year-Old

Father

I am me.
I am impatient and loud.
So is he.

He never gives me space.
I constantly have to push
to get him out of my face.

He never leaves me alone.
I try to be patient but
rudeness gets the best of my tone.

He pokes and pries
I can only take so much
no matter how hard I try,

so he's off the deep end.
I fire back
to hurt and defend.

Maybe if he listened for real
Instead of always thinking what to say next
he would know how I feel.

I hate going to his place
and when I say this,
the constant question is in my face:

"WHAT IS AT YOUR MOM'S HOUSE THAT ISN'T HERE?"
And, for the billionth time, I tell him:
"Everything, I fear,"

but nothing's ever good enough.
So time and time again,
he asks. And times get increasingly rough.

So out comes the dragon in me.
I'm not a softie, I'm pretty tough,
So he'll never see the crier in me.

I should hold in my temper,
but that takes control.
So it comes out whenever.

If I could (or wanted to) hold the dragon back
it might be better
but I don't want to. I'd rather be heard. So I'm off my track

Like a train, constantly gaining speed,
crushing everything
from big, blossomed problem to one the size of a seed

but sometimes, life will be too big to crush
I'll wreck
turning into nothing but mush.

But I WILL be heard, no matter what comes across
He needs to learn things
that over the years he has lost.

His times of being a kid are gone
and releasing his temper
is no longer "wrong."

He forgot how to be good.
And I did too.


Jailbird

When I'm 18 and times get rough, I'll be gone as quick as a thunder's clap.

My parents have forgotten how hard it is to be under the control of someone else.

Someone bigger and smarter and "always right."

But if parents get sick of each other, forget "being respectful" and "working it out." That's kid stuff. No one cares about that;  it's too much effort. So it's off to a divorce- the lazy way out. The easy way out. If only kids had that option.

But no- kids have to tough it out. Parents may tell their kids otherwise, but adulthood is the good life. You can get divorced and sue people.

You can do whatever you want without getting punished.

Yeah, sure, there's jail. But do parents go to jail for a petty argument they've had with their sibling?

Nope.

Do they get any type of punishment?

No way.

But when KIDS do it, do they get in trouble?

You tell me. In case there's any confusion, the answer is yes.

Parents may have to pay bills and buy food and whatever, but that doesn't mean they can treat their kids like garbage.

My parents give me a rude tone about once a day. It's like second nature to them. But when I mirror it, who gets in trouble?

My parents. Just kidding. It's me.

I'm going to save this for if I ever have kids. That way, I can actually be a good parent.


-Troubled (and in Trouble) Inspiration

Monday, June 4, 2012

Inspired!

Hey, Everyone!
I first want to say, I am so amazed that someone is so dedicated that they check this blog every day! I am so......inspired!!! Inspired to blog more often, I can tell you that, and more than that, I am amazed that she or he feels like they "Owe me something." Trust me, you don't. 
I started this blog because I felt like I owed something to my friends, and other people in the world. I used to suffer a lot because of stress, and it took the life out of me. Almost literally!!! My mom used to say to me, "Almost every girl in the world goes through this at one point or another. In fact, when you were born, I felt a bit sad because I knew that one day, you were going to have to deal with this." I was thunderstruck, that everyone else had these problems. I wanted to do what I could to solve them. Plus, I watched a movie that really inspired me to make this blog. It's sort of a childish movie, really, but it created this blog, right? The movie is Radio Rebel. It showed me that even normal kids can make a difference. Even though I haven't really made that much of a difference yet, I hope that by the time I am 16 (about 2 years from now!) Then I will have at least 20 fans. It's a dream. :)

Rebel Inspiration